I am ashamed of my showing. My quickness to doubt Your promises which I clung to as truth betrays a self-serving nature. Will I embrace them only when circumstances are favourable to its fulfillment and reject them otherwise to avoid vulnerability? Will I receive good and not evil? But praise be to You, for You show me mercy time and again. He who trusts in the Lord shall not be put to shame. O Lord, help me with my unbelief!